Bwahahahah...
I did it.
I actually did it!
Nyahahah...
*singing* Kouboi's gonna be my classmate...Kouboi's gonna be my classmate...
hahah... CRAZY!
I went to school and enrolled him just a while ago ^o^
Since yesterday, I haven't been to lola's tarpaulin business to work there.
It's because I went back home to help Kouboi and Boudad with the household chores...hahah
So many things have changed these past two weeks…
- Last May 15, Boutik decided to live with us in lola’s house.
- I started working in lola’s tarpaulin business to help Momei with our living expenses. Work there is challenging and yet fun because I get to be with Boutik and Momei all day…unlike when I was working there last summer.
- Boutik now works there too…she started yesterday while I was in school.
- I am thinking of using my salary to pay for my school things and quarterly tuition. Hahah…it’s not such a bad idea isn’t it? Considering that I’m already 18… hahah
- I miss having internet connection at home… T.T
Yesterday, I went to school for our weekly review session.
It was like a ‘reunion’ hahah
Everyone of my classmates were there except Denmark…whose whereabouts are still unknown to us. Nyah…we still wonder where he is…
Momei moved out of the house last Friday…
with Alex and me.
I couldn’t stand the thought of having her live alone with no one to keep her company.
I had a feeling no one was willing to go with her…except me.
Boutik has a certain kind of personality that clashes with momei’s from time to time…
Kouboi…well…you can say he chooses someplace (not someone) where he is comfortable…and that is HOME.
And Boulek is and has always been a ‘daddy’s girl’… (That’s why I was surprised when I found out that she was coming with us).
I was planning on buying her a poster of Arashi and one of Sho a few weeks ago
but I never got the chance to put it into reality.
Besides the lack of funds, I’m afraid she won’t have any use for it since she won’t be able to post it on the wall.
I don’t think lola will like the idea of having her walls plastered with anything except paintings and framed pictures.
Momei is at work and Boulek and I were supposed to go and visit Boutik. Boudad and Kouboi at home.
But I don’t think we’ll be able to do that today.
You see, Momei wants Alex to celebrate her birthday in her workplace and the three at home told me that they’ll be too busy today to come and see us.
It’s irritating!
I don’t see their need of having to use two refrigerators at home while there are only three of them left at the house!
I asked Boutik if we can have the small refrigerator because without it, Momei has to go to the market everyday to buy whatever we’re having for dinner.
I told her to ask Boudad’s permission last night and she called this morning to tell me that Boudad doesn’t want to give up either of the two appliances.
Boutik also told me that Boudad is thinking that we’ll come home to him if he doesn’t give it to us.
The hell…does he really think that a refrigerator can change Momei’s choice about leaving?
He doesn’t really have to do anything grand, you know.
He’ll just have to change how he treats each and everyone of us and say to Momei one of the most difficult words in English….S-O-R-R-Y.
He’s not evil, you know… and he doesn’t hurt us physically.
It’s just that he treats us like we’ll always stick up to him no matter what he does and says.
We do love him…but I think Momei has reached her limit…I knew it then when she told me, “Sometimes we have to choose between loving others and protecting our dignity.”
My life is really sad and depressing right now, ne?
I miss Boutik’s loud voice and her grumpy attitude whenever she’s awakened from her slumber…
I miss Kouboi and the way he reacts whenever I say “Babasaur”…
I miss Boudad who never fails to make me smile no matter how many times nor how much I get angry at him…
I miss Mati’s company even though he stinks and jumps at me…
I miss my blue-walled room and the comfort I feel inside its premises…
I miss my old wooden bed and its blue and green bedsheets…
I miss my heavy blue and green curtains with leafy designs which I like very much.
I miss having internet connection at home…
I miss the banana rolls sold near Amy’s Store…
I really, really, really miss everything about home…
And this list doesn’t even reach ¼ of it.
I was happy and energetic a while ago…
And now, this?!
Momei wants us to live alone again.
Just her, me and my siblings.
She and Boudad got into an argument again.
And again…she has decided to leave.
She’s taking with her anyone of us who’s willing.
I definitely don’t want to stay here with dad…knowing that she’s not living with us.
She says she can’t stand Boudad anymore.
I know everyone has to voice out what he/ she thinks once in a while…
But please…please be sensitive of the feelings of others.
Each of them is at fault…but I too believe that Boudad has gone overboard.
Seriously, does he even think about the things he’s saying?!
Damn it.
This is not the first time its happened…why don’t they ever learn from their mistake…
Oh God…please give them enough wisdom to understand that ALL their decisions affect us – their children.
Magtatagalog muna ako…nakaka-miss yung ganito.
Hahah.
Kakagaling ko lang kanina sa banyo…naligo kasi ako.
Nahihirapan kasi ako matulog pag di ako naliligo sa gabi.
Pag-labas ko, nakita ko sa kama sila Momei, Boulek at Boutik...nanunuod ng TV.
Pupunta na sana ako ng kwarto ko nang biglang magsalita si Boulek…
Boulek: *nakatingin sakin* “Parang pumuti ka…”
Ako: *lumaki ang mata ko…syempre nagulat eh hahah*
Boutik: *tumingin din sakin* “Parang pumuti ka nga…”
Momeis: “Hahahah *Oo. Tumatawa nga sya.*
Ako: “Ano?!” *malaki pa rin ang mga mata ko hahah* “Ibig nyo bang sabihin dumi lang yung kulay ko kanina?”
Tapos tumawa kami, “NYAHAHAHAH!”
Umalis na ko nun pagkatapos.
Papasok ko sa kwarto, tumingin ako sa salamin…
“Eh?!”
…
…
…
Wala namang nagbago ah. Saka…naligo lang ako.
Mga adik…pinag-tripan ako! nyahahah.
Epekto ata yun ng yema na ginawa ni Boulek.
“Do you truly believe that you care for me more than I do for you?” he murmured… kyaaah… nyahahah *happiness*
